Th' Germanium Wolf

PLurking

2009-12-07T19:41:00.001+08:00

ok… i wont be like how u say… postin on this blog often liao but u can see my micro posts at the plurk widget in the left column :) oh btw if u have plurk add me:

germaniumwolf

JJ: lol then ur senior pro la lit is a weapon of mass destruction ok!!!

von: update its 2 classes apart :D

Lalalong: haha thx thx i cant believe i so tyco nia! thank god xie tian xie di. lol haha will miss u as a fren too :D no la no need thank me one =)

Sudarno: lol when u gonna change tat alias… i am not rosamund LOLZ!!!

XH/lady lala/lalafox/(ok i forgotten wat to call u liao-.-): lol i tio stun when i hear ur bro also listen to happy hardcore :) HAPPY HARDCORE FTW!!! ok how to pass u the cd ah… HAHA where got headache!!! its nice ok… maybe cuz u not used to fast beats and strong basses and the synthesizer :D LOLZ UR FATHER LISTENS TO TRANCE OMG LA!!! nvm why should i be shocked trance has been there for like 3 decades liao :D Tiesto FTW!!! lol omg eh u noe KC got better K.D.R than you!!!! still….

HAPPY HARDCORE FTW!!!

oh btw i changing the songs to (all happy hardcore btw except for Welcome to The Club which is trance) :

[In alphabetical order; Song plays randomly but i doubt anyone will bother to listen to it, BUT quote from Larry “It doesnt matter whether people listens/likes to it or not, its whether you like it or not.”]

SONG	ARTIST
Angel Eyes	Brisk & Ham
Building Shaker	Marc Smith & Gammer
Rivers Flow In You (yes i know, Twilight =.=, this is a happy hardcore remix quite nice)	Lumin8
Shine Forever (MY FAVOURITE!)	Mikk
Something (Barley Remix)	Lasgo
Straight From The Underground (Joey Riot Powerbounce Mix)	DJ Kurt
Welcome To The Club	Manian

ok 总之 just read my plurks k!!!

VOTE FOR CLASS CHALET

2009-11-03T16:32:00.000+08:00

VOTE FOR CLASS CHALET!!!

REvIVED AGAIN

2009-09-19T22:50:00.001+08:00

ok i revived my screwed blog again… this time with some edits (*wink) sorry guys i screwed up the coding and accidentally saved it last time… BTW I DIDNT BACK UP SO GOT ANYTHING WRONG must tell me HOR!

revival of this crap

2009-08-31T19:00:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA have not posted for like a… uncountable days/weeks partly because i have nothin to write at all! =)

ok many things have happened since my last post which is like a… SO LONG AGO!!! HAHAHAHA hmm… haha some changed my life, now super happy these days!!! :D

Lol went to watch “up” on friday (WTF i thought was about the dog thats y i go one leh!) haha had a great time critising the film and saying “pink cloud” like mad in the cinema ;). HAHAHA ok… lol when the movie over i realised… OMG the only 1/3 the cinema is used. WHAT A WASTE. haha but the dog is cute, the boy is stupid, the man is old what else… hmm… ok the popcorn was too sweet… but who cares we enjoyed out time there XP

LOL ok damn man my WT only left 4k plus exp to rank up but cannot play –.-“” HAHAHHAA… haha teachers day celebration is…. ok shall not comment about that

lol went back to RSS =) lol on the way to bedok MRT tio spotted by so many ppl –.-“” HAHAHAHA ok talked to Ms Tan for like SO LONG!!! lol then went out to meet friends and came back talk to her again. This time i act blur and say “Ms Tan long time no see ah!!!” HAHAHAHA. Lol also found out how crappy the school become liao thanks to (DONT WANT tO NAMe WHO) –.-“” After the visit went to BK at East Point to eat with neighbour and sister. (lol haha nvm maybe is shi jian bu zhun cannot meet. sooo sorry ok! =))

Replaced the songs and player in my blog. NOW ALMOST ALL CASCADA!!! CASCADA ROCKS!!!!hahahaha those who hate electropop and trance/techno/whatever, please turn off the music or your speakers or better still your comp!!! HAHAHAHAHA

ok shall end this post. bye. ok ya bye. –.-“”

19/7/09

2009-07-19T17:28:00.001+08:00

ok i know i haven updated for a long time cuz nothing to post about, but thanks to xinghwee got something to post liao =) wa this seemingly stupid quiz is like so accurate man!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

UPDATE!!!

Here is the analysis:

You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.

22/06/09

2009-06-22T11:43:00.001+08:00

Wa… last week of school holidays. Still got so much holiday homework to do, seriously the homework + the heat = killing me. Found out i sweat like a pig during hot days. –.- haha. Hope they extend the holidays due to H1N1.

Speaking about H1N1, yea the 3 guys from our school that contracted the disease. Yea maybe you are right XH, maybe i unknowingly discriminated them. Sorry. I was just… scared. Ah nevermind. Lol hope this 3 people faster recover, even though i do not even know them. But seriously these **** news reporters too much la, go put people school and the church name. Now confirm CCHMS and that church will have reputation smeared by this few people holding pens and papers walking around interviewing people. But on the other hand, if they dont like this, they no rice bowl. Haiz the world is such an interesting place. Lol there is one thing i do not get it about H1N1, the disease can be cured and not like SARS, which tio only like 45-50% survival chance, so i dont get why people must make such a big “whoo haa”. Those that died mostly died from complications or have medical history one.

Anyway, dont talk about that liao. Wa i seriously miss the chalet, wished it was longer. Lol first day went there is BBQ, took like 1hr to start the fire if not for Ms Chia. Haha still remember Phng’s flamethrower, deodorant + fire = BIG FIREBALL!!! haha then we went to watch late night movie at night. Wa seriously the old woman pisses me off later in the movie, not because she dont know how to scare people but because that gross ugly face you keep seeing again and again makes you damn irritated. Haha sudarno, next time dont seat with you liao, scared only, popcorn starts “flying” XD jkjk la. Then after movie go back to chalet, lol cannot sleep then Sudarno scared got “Old Woman” come out and haunt us, so we move the mattress into the girls room. Lol I TRIED TO SLEEP BUT APPEARENTLY SOME PEOPLE MAKE SO MUCH NOISE I COULD ONLY BE HALF SLEEPING HALF AWAKE!!! lol then i gave up sleeping and played blackjack cum gossip. Haha Cherylmine looks like a Primary 3 girl when she sleeping, throw one teddy bear there (Mr Bean?) and looks like 6 year old. Lol better still, Pei Xuan sleeps like a pig, the only one that can sleep until afternoon. By the way, Pei Xuan looks like You Min when sleeping.

2nd day: wake up, tio raid by EP. Lol when Pei Xuan know they came to raid when she sleeping she so embarrassed. HAHA then went to play bowling (Xing Hwee is you tyco win one!). Haha after bowling go to Escape theme park. Seriously i go in already want to escape liao cuz

Boring
The rides never change
The only nice one is the go-kart
$17.70 OMG la so EX
I went in because some people said WWW nobody go (eh sherrie next time SMS earlier leh!)

Lol i made a vow never to return there in 5 years cuz

Same as above
My phone spoilt there

Lol then went to arcade. Play a game with phng then we go back. Then when we at the door of the chalet, Phng sense something was wrong. So we use “tactical entry” to enter the house. HAHA press bell, Clara come. Then i see she never open the door fully means got someone behind the door, and worst still she was smiling in a how you say wierd way? Lol then i back off cuz i know got trap, then wa lao she pull me in, I faster run out, partly because i was freaked out by the sight of people covered in flour. After that played water bomb, play liao so wet then still have to pick up the plastic bag. Came back took a long shower. Then went out to play truth or dare. HAHA ask those stupid questions again. Lol phng so funny ask Janice “What is the most number of pads you used in a day?” Then went out to arcade at night, played DX3 with phng, lol same car + same standard = NO FUN. HAHA but we drifted and overtake like mad. lol then when i was racing that Cherylmine come to me ask for my card, at first i say “wait” then she keep pestering then i still need to drive at the same time so i just pass her my card, even got say “Dont anyhow spend” After racing went to play the shoot dinosaur that game with phng, only to find out much later in the game the gun got sights one, i thought is just anyhow agar agar shoot, cuz i cannot find the sights. Then later when i need to credits, run to Cherylmine and gang, took the card back, tap, then screamed “HOW COME NO MONEY LIAO!!!” After arcade went back to chalet, then same lor sleep same room, but play truth of dare and found out some shocking secrets. Found out Phng was not what we thought he was. Lol everyone just blurted out their secrets. HAHA

3rd day: Wake up, slack and eat cup noodles for breakfast. Tried in vain to cook the eggs. Then check out. Then say bye bye. Lol i go home first thing i do is sleep. All that missed hours of sleep making me go blur blur one.

Friday: HAHA went to Singapore Botanical Gardens with grandparents. Lol i took many many many many many pictures using my mother new camera. About like 200 pictures. HAHA i go post the pictures. click the photo strip to see. =)

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Lol it started to rain in the afternoon so i cannot take any pictures… Haha

4/6/09

2009-06-04T13:25:00.001+08:00

Wa so hot today sweating like pig man… I SO SMELLY…

Wa played WT last night and today. USED MY NEW CHARACTER: (cannot say later tio hoot by ppl but initials are FY.) lol i use her name to play WTF so many people think i girl gimme chance… then i say i nub act nub for 2 games then serious. ALL think i very nub go near me and run around think i cannot shoot them. Then i take my fanas out HEADSHOT 10 wolves! THEN THEY ALL START WINING say what i use Aimbot all this. NUBS. DAMN happy now. THANKS immortalxx for not kaopei-ing me when i use her name. =) WTF u even let me join ur pride leh… LOL even accept me as friend in WT. I thought u will never accept my new character.

OH AND EVEN BETTER. I ACT GIRL WHEN I PWN THEM I SAY “Girl Power” they seriously thought i am girl leh even got one ask me for msn. WTF this ppl damn wat. ONLY LAST GAME THen i say i not girl. THEY ALL START KAO PEI ME LIAO. WA LAO.

WA DAMN SHORT POST. NEED AIRCON AND SOMEONE TO TOK TO CUZ I SIAN OF PlAYING WT FOR NOW.

31/5/09

2009-05-31T09:31:00.001+08:00

Wa so long never post liao =). Feels awkward.

Screwed up exams la… Damn lor i failed geog… hOw CAN??? i promised Ms Lai A1 and i failed…WTF… total shock to me to see lit get B3.. expected it to fail one. Wierd.

Wa sian… cannot wait for chalet… i dont even noe when it is… WTF?

Starting to study liao. Must make use of Holidays to brush up Geog… History… Chinese… the 3 subjects of DEATH?

p.s. Aldon you better shut your mouth and WTF is with the scandalous picture…. NOt like i am Edison Chen. X(

oh ya clara no need thank me la… anyway i suck at the song =( dunno how to play some parts??? And my neck ok liao =)

gratz to jk for getting his CK1000 must aim for NS7!!!

ANYWAY OMG I PWNED a CAPTAIN IN WT??? WOLF COME ALREADY DONT KNOW HOW TO TAKE GUN OUT sTill take bomb… NEED ME TO HELP HIM KIll WTF?? NUBS

19/05/09

2009-05-19T10:11:00.001+08:00

Lol D-Day for me liao… EXAMS are no that scary… Its the debriefs that are. :S

p.s. cherylmine i admit i sent wrong msg but still you are not that “Intelligent” like you claimed you are!!! jkjk and haven scold you and rosamund spam hearts around my name on that box!!! so you were what aldon said you are… “SPAMMER!!!”

Lol yesterday bought new LP album (seperating garden members… do me a favour: FK OFF MY TAGBOARD! YOU ARE JUST PARADIES OF THE ORGINAL LP!!! LP does not equal to LAN P* [just in case some insane members of Seperating Garden got crooked mind])

Lol dunno i buy for what when i have all their albums: Hybrid Theory EP, Hybrid Theory, Meteora, Reanimation, Minutes to Midnight, all the underground albums, Collision Course, Road to Revolution

LOL 4 more hours to D-Day… Time to die soon… Hope wont fail until very 惨

13/5/09

2009-05-13T08:44:00.001+08:00

Wa shiok ah! Today 2nd last paper liao. LOL mug until siao liao. –.-“”” BIO = basic input output LOL jkjk

lol Happy Birthday to Lalalong and LJK!!! Oh ya LJK you lucky guy! Got Turntables (even though not exactly turntables) but American Audio CK1000 better than nothing. Lol speaking of turntables…

Lol i officially ditch the 5k comp goal liao… for now! I want this man. Numark NS7 Serato ITCH controller!!!

Too bad cost SGD$2250. Wa bo lui. Nevermind maybe parents will buy for me because of good results? Wa got this can replace Nub DJ(jk say one) in sports meet.

Lol you see this guy use NS7 so pro man pai seh… may need to turn off the blog music, but just see this guy use NS7 so pro man. See how fast his hand on crossfader and he use the volume control to make echos man. Pro.

Anyway time to study liao… Work towards my NS7

6/5/09

2009-05-06T09:36:00.001+08:00

WA SHIOK MAN. YESTERDAY’s maths paper… was utterly pwnage!!! lol finshed in 35 mins. Wa setter is Ms Chan, wa… paper 1 easy means… PAPER 2 HARD. WTF anyway thought i was gonna die without my calculator. haha proved to be wrong. And JK, Songs with deep meanings will never be out dated k? SO DONT TELL ME I LAG OR WAT AND DUNNO WHAT USE OTHER SONGS TO eXpresS myself CUZ U thInk PPL WILl THInk I am A LAGGER or wat. WTF jkjk only la.

zZZ today lit… confirm GG liao. Lol just a short post gonna mug soon. LOL yesterday the lake was a couple paradise. HAHAHAHAHAHA

P.s. lalalong use toilet paper hor!!! dont cut down so many innoncent trees just to get some marks (JKJK). From mr sim: “i support online exams. We should save the trees!” HAHA use toilet paper.

5/5/09

2009-05-05T10:21:00.001+08:00

Haiz… exams… no time blog but tryin to squeeze some time to. O.o sianz… haiz… learnt the truth from xh. Thanks xh for telling me… though i was not surprise… i was already mentally prepared… oh ya wen hao… your idea cannot work one la!!! lolz… haha tryin to cheer myself up. MUST PWN JANICE IN MATHS AND SCIENCE. YOU WATCH OUT!!! Anyway killing people in Blackshot only made me happy for a while… lol was scrolling thorugh my Itunes library… saw two songs that can describe my feelings…

GIVEN UP by LINKIN PARK (O.o my favourite band, big fan)

[Verse 1]
Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
[Chorus]
I've given up
I'm sick of failing
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!
[Verse 2]
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy
[Chorus]
I've given up
I'm sick of failing
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!
*GOD !!!!!!!!*
PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY
PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY
PUT ME OUT OF MY
PUT ME OUT OF MY FUCKING
MISERY..............
[Chorus]
I've given up
I'm sick of failing
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me!

In The End

It starts with one
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
It starts with
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when...
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
for all this
There's only one thing you should know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

Anyway Thanks to JK, XH(HORNY), LALALONG, KOK, JANICE(TOO HORNY LIAO) and RUILIN for being there for me. LOL YOU ALL HAVE BEEN GREAT FRINEDS!!! LOL FOr HO RUIlIN… BOTH TEACHER AND FRIEND LA!!! HAHAHAHA

If you want the song ask me. I GOT ALL THE LINKIN PARK SONGS!!!

Lol guess i don need explain the lyrics right? So obvious. HAHA

29/4/09

2009-04-29T09:25:00.001+08:00

Haiz exams are coming… Feel exceptionally stressed. Yesterday break record, mug for 3 hrs. Cannot believe i did that. Lol usually i will on my comp, and just dump away the book after reading the first page. Wa…

Well somethings happened this week. First of all bye Mdm Nuurul, I will miss you. Lol your kissables turned Janice on. (><)

Monday

Came to school, only to find that Meng Shuen forget bring the ball i bought for Laura. WTF i owe her for so long liao, confirm dio scolding one. ZZZ the come school started to chiong maths (forget to do), then YL came to Janice want discuss with her something WF told them to do. Lol i heard them discussing about selling something, XH was also helping, so I asked Janice what they selling as X and me from “Biz Wiz” got friends can ask for suppliers. Then i damn fucking shock, he 擦嘴, tell me “请你安静，这不关你的事”, then at first i was like “WTF not like i helping or asking you at all”, then i remember he everyday also bui song one, so i decided to hold back my emotions and continue doing my work… Then later he go ask Janice go type out everything they “discussed” on the paper BY THAT SAME DAY, then there was no comp, he still got the cheek to tell her in a “老板”manner “Library lor” Then that time i was really pissed off, as unknown to the class, he damn fucking slack one, i always see janice doing all the class stuff one lor. (Blood sucker) Then i so bu fu qi, go ask him why he always push things to janice do he cannot do himself, then he come scold me like as if he was my gang lao da like that say wat “老子blablabla….” What right does he have to use 老子 infront of me. KENNA SAI FUCKER. He think he like gangster like that so big, call my primary school friends come see he run anot. TALK BIG ACT BIG. ANYWAY back to subject, i told him that he can at least just type the thing himself, he gimme a crappy excuse say what his “老子” english lousy cannot type, WTF la on MSN scold ppl in english until like so happy, type something out WHICH IS ALREADY WRITTEN ON A PIECE OF PAPER IN FRONT OF him cannot ah? CRAPPY EXCUSE, obviously is lazy la. ZZZ WHOSE STUPID IDEA LET HIM BE CHAIR ONE??? Then today gimme attitude the whole day, i sit on hua qian chair she not happy he tell her no happy can wack me. WTF. 老子，老子，希望你快老死！！！ Wa damn pissed off now. He always look down on me one, cuz my chinese crappy. Last year duringIB got this debate say want to abolish dialects, then i got one good point, i stand up, he tell me sit down, say what　“不用你帮忙” dont want give me chance to express myself. BLOODY FUCK, SO WHAT YOUR CHINESE GOOD, NO MORALS AT ALL. To be honest, i already shou gou liao. Hokkien should not be abolish cause can scold him in a language he cannot understand. ZZZ i think he only noe Chao Chi Bai Chi Bai lan jian, etc all this hokkien vulgarities in his hokkien dictionary, lol nevermind can ask BJ teach me hokkien, his dialects pro.

-PISSED OF GERMANIUM WOLF

White shadows

2009-04-22T21:20:00.001+08:00

Well… Some of you might wonder why i like Coldplay’s White Shadows so much such that i have listened to it 50 times and used it as my blog’s first song. Well since its the 50th time i have listened to it, i decided to post the meaning of the song.

Koped from Internet:

“

I also think this song is about our selfishness and materialism of society, but also about the sense of being here and changing your view on life.

"When I was a young boy I tried to listen
And I wanna feel like that
Little white shadows
blink and miss them ..."
Children's view on life is different - they're innocent, honest and hold life in a different life's esteem.
The singer misses this state of mind.

"If you ever feel like something's missing
Things you'll never understand
Little white shadows
Sparkle and glisten
Part of a system, a plan"

People just don't know what they're actually missing - but it's those "little white shadows, sparkle and glisten". The small things that are important.

Like said before, "part of a system, a plan" shows the longing for something bigger...
"Maybe you'll get what you wanted, maybe you'll stumbled upon it, everything you ever wanted, In a permanent state"
Shows the selfishness and materialism of society.
Like someone already said "stumble" shows we live our life in a blind way, only seeing the things we want to have...

"Swim out on a sea of faces
Tide of the human races"
Kin of shows the abundance we're living in...
The singer wants to escape from all the mass, the crowd of people.

"an answer now is what I need...
See it in a new sun rising
See it break on your horizon "
He needs a different view/ a clear view on his life because the mass of men and their selfishness made him see not clearly enough, so I guess he wants to find out what life is actually about and which things are really estimable. “

Yeah… it reflects on how selfish i am (seriously i am just that i don’t show it) Well its a very meaningful song.

p.s. lyrics

“

When I was a young boy I tried to listen
And I wanna feel like that,
Little white shadows blink and miss them
Part of a system, I am
If you ever feel like something's missing
Things you'll never understand,
Little white shadows sparkle and glisten,
Part of a system, a plan
All this noise I'm waking up
All this space I'm taking up
All this sound is breaking up
Ooh oh ooh
Maybe you'll get what you wanted
Maybe you'll stumble upon it
Everything you ever wanted
In a permanent state
Maybe you'll know when you see it
Maybe if you say it you'll mean it
And when you find it you'll keep it
In a permanent state, a permanent state
When I was a young boy I tried to listen,
Don't you wanna feel like that?
You're part of the human race
All of the stars in the outer space,
Part of a system, a plan
All this noise I'm waking up
All this space I'm taking up
I cannot hear you're breaking up
Woaaooh
Maybe you'll get what you wanted
Maybe you'll stumble upon it
Everything you ever wanted
In a permanent state
Maybe you'll know when you see it
Maybe if you say it you'll mean it
And when you find it you'll keep it
In a permanent state, a permanent state
Swimmin' on a sea of faces
The tide of the human races, oh
An answer now is what I need
I see it in the new sun rising and
See it break on your horizon, oh
Come on love, stay with me”

Well i was selfish these few days… i thought otherwise of 2 good frens… nvm… dont wish to talk about that… Haiz… Anyways jia yous to everyone for mid years, time to mug. p.s. thx xh and lalalong for yesterday and today but i retract what i told you all. I will never say die.

20/4/09

2009-04-20T14:24:00.001+08:00

Zzz had to miss lessons and stay at home to rest today. Huh… when to doctor… then i shun bian go buy stationery for exams. Saw old woman in back of the bus talking to herself, strange man. Haiz… lol so far no one today except wang lao shi tell me to rest well not surprised though… at least yesterday JK, lalalong and xh did tell me to rest well. Thanks you guys! hmm… its kok’s bdae today… so happy birthday kok! =) Hmm… the medicine making me so sleepy man… Haiz but need study for exams… somemore today i miss so many lessons man… WA SIAN!

PS… photo of Aldo i ask “The Best” to help me draw

Xin hui = xiaofeng???

2009-04-19T17:17:00.001+08:00

lolz i was browsing through the net when i chance upon a picture of the xiao feng in the channel 8 drama “乒乓员” lol, then i thought she looked like xin hui. LOLZ. COMPARE

and

look the same right??? LOLZ. Sekali is she star one. LOLZ credits to aileen’s blog i kop the pics from there one.

19/4/09

2009-04-19T11:59:00.001+08:00

zzz… feel so sick now, after contracting jk’s fkin damn flu. Headache, blocked nose, phlegm, sore throat and fever. Somemore fell so lethargic now. sian la…. Somemore i didnt have time to post last sunday. BTW i will only be posting on sundays.

Oh ya… Thx Ms Ho for telling me that the stupid dates on my blog posts are wrong… must be because my laptop keyboard is not like the conventional centred one.

Monday

Nothing much leh… except got this new guy come our class. Lol sit beside Rosamund. Wa Ms Lai say transfer because of attitute problem.

Tuesday

Teacher today give so much homework man, and i owe my chinese tuition teacher alot of homework somemore. Got home, then studied chinese like mad. My father allowed me to pon tuition because of chinese test.

Wednesday

Chinese test was fkin hard… confirm screw up one…, zzz then stay back after school, do sumobot with jk, MUST BE BECUASE I STAY BACK WITH HIM THATS WHY i Got HIS FLU!!! lol while we building the robot, i wanted to toilet, then i opened the door, and heard the choir singing. Wa then i call jk come out, lol we use the broom stick to make sure the door dont close and lock us out. Lol for some reason jk managed to spot lalalong, i cannot. HAHA but i really enjoyed them singing. The way the condutor introduced the soprano and alto into the tenor and bass was DAMN NICE MAN!!! Never heard such a good smooth flow before

Thursday

Wa damn long day today…. nothing much.

Friday

Lol tried handball today in PE, i throw the ball hit the top of the goal post. zzz then jimmy tell us to take turns and show him. Then just before my turn, he tell everyone go assemble back… zzz at least save me 20 push ups. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. Lol brought my com to school only to find out that kok say dont want today do art. Was damn pissed off. Then during English, Mdm Nuurul tell us to practise oral, so sway i become student. Lol i tried to use the american chinese accent to talk to phng. Lol then so sway mdm nuruul chose phng and me to go up and show the class what we did. Lol then i just did how me and phng practise again lor. Wa like that she also say very good. LOLZ Had sore throat during Ho RUilin class (damn u jk) then found out the FUCKING jaryll teo copy my entire phone book into his phone without my permission and he said he go prank call people. Then i in front of me delete but he got back up another copy. Lol he so fking stupid enough( wonder how he go VS one) to show qun tian. HAHAHA fking nub. ZZZ next friday i bringing my trusty rusty penknife and force him to delete. If he dare to prank call HER he will die. Seriously. I will call his father first see he hum ji will delete anot. DAMN u jk now i cannot go gym today

Ps: my draft for art

5/4/09

2009-04-05T20:16:00.001+08:00

Wa only 5 more days to my bdae!!! Dunno what i gonna get as present!? P.s. i changed my blog skin on the request of Ho Ruilin. lolololololol.

Monday

Went to cherylmine’s house the day before to prepare for the lit. thing. Wa her family so loving one… envy her… The lit. thing sorta screwed up… Nvm la. Then CCL talked about the handkerchief man in assembly. So sick people also have, collect girls handkerchief.

Tuesday

CCL talked about the handkerchief man again in flag raising… a lot of people laughed. Back in class, XH got a little horny so i decided to play along, I went to Aldo( shop name?) and dared him to go to the man and say “我有用过的卫生巾，请问你要吗？”

Wednesday

Nothing much except for the fact that XH was looking forward to this lesson because can learn about helmet. Lolz too bad TJS say that one we learn ourselves. Then dont know why, she started talking about Kok Jian Helmet Corporation’s strawberry, chocolate and durian flavour helmets. CCA let BJ, JK and QT listen to the Mr Brown show on the 2020 Singapore Army language. When you chiong sua, must shout… Lol then went home and started my Exercise Regime to train up. Went to run 2.4 km with my mother and dog (larry not the larry moh tracy) then waited at cheers for aldon after to run. I quickly buy one bottle of 100 plus and drank it like mad. Then dont know why, larry dont like 100 plus.

Thursday

Nothing much just that i went down to swim for 880m after coming home from school

Friday

The whole day i was looking forward to show Ho Ruilin how smart jimmy looked like in the year book so she can laugh at him. Lolz she say his hair 20 years never change one lolz. Also found out she know the Pui RC. Senior harass junior so sick. Lol today exercise jimmy take care of it liao. Wa Cherylmine and Aldon solo people in soccer. Lolz dunno why aldon and me is same thinking or what, but the moment i thought of taking the ball and running to the goal post and kicking it there, aldon immediately take and did what i thought without me telling him about anything.

Saturday

Went to gym early in the morning and went to gym, did 25 the bar thing, 25 the one that you sit down legs on the floor and pull the bar thing and 20 shoulder press. The shoulder press so hard man, now my shoulder aching. Then went to temple for 清明节. I prayed that my entire family 生体健康 and that my sister will pass her PSLE with damn flying colours so can go to the secondary school she wants to go to. Yahoo! My piano teacher let me learn 2 more songs for grade 6!

Today

Went to Tampines mall after tuition. Went to GNC and bought my vitamins and a something new! Protein Shake! Muhahaha can grow muscles liao. Went down for swimming lesson after coming home. I specially tell my coach to let me and my sister swim long distance so later then protein shake can work more efficiently. After coming home from swimming, i found out how disgusting the protein shake was. It doesnt taste bad… Its just so thick, like a paste. So i poured what i have mixed from a cup to my water bottle and added another cup of water and shake (protein shake, so i shake lor) then drink. Tasted much better. 5 more months will have muscles. Just suffer now, next time can get muscles. Like what people say, NO PAIN NO GAIN!!!

Wa really cannot wait for my bdae to come… too bad its on good friday cannot celebrate with friends!

28/3/09

2009-03-28T21:55:00.001+08:00

Wa... today got CIP... VERY SIAN!!!
Morning
met xin hui at tampines mrt then take bus 969 together to Yishun MRT (amazingly the journey very fast) then on the bus i was like in deep thought... even though i was very sleepy... then i told xin hui that maybe... partly why xiao han became like that was because of me... rejected her at the wrong time... should have said "no" after the PSLE. I was only P6 then and was very direct to people. So she ask me if can i say "no" then she heartbroken then results slummed (according to her classmates) then i even purposely get close to her then dao her (wa lao cant believe i so evil last time)... hmm.... maybe 上帝 want to punish me by making "ahem" like never talk to me liao (报应） regretted... but then come to think of it... we only met in the PSLE orals cause she was sitting beside me and we became friends instantly and started talking alot. Then some coincidental stuff happened two days after and for some unknown reasons she lyke me??? HELLO? And she was very attentian seeking and a big nuisance to me... her father scold her she call me instantly... ask me keep her company... then i direct say i busy no time then dao her... regretted....
Later morning and Afternoon
Took our epic fail designed donation collection bags and started camping at different places. Lol then we were talking in gaming lingo. Like i gotten first blood in getting the donations (nub jk and yw dont dare go ask) then met all kinds of singaporeans. Got some very generous give money like mad... some bloody rude. I go ask one woman if she want donate she pretend i not there just walk past dao me... WTF... then i clenthed my fist ready to wack her!!! Then met alot of this kind of people. Some even worse more fucking rude. Give us the rude stare somemore like we are somekind of pest. Maybe is because they live in Yishun. Pasir Ris area the people so friendly one. Even if dont want give also smile and say no to you not like this kind of people give you guai lan stare somemore... GORGE OUT HER EYES AH!!!
Evening
Rushed home bath and chiong to piano tuition. My mind was at only about 30% CPU, so obviously very sleepy in piano tuition.Teacher keep repeating because i cannot get it into my mind... TOO SLEEPY. Just celebrated earth hour. Off all but one light in the house... then play with fire... SCARE THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF ME. i just take one thing string at put at the candle the string catch fire so fast... even my mother need bring water to put out.... the fire DAMN BIG MAN and somemore is IN MY HOUSE!!! heng ah.... dont play with fire liao. Wa tomorrow go to cherylmine house for lit. practise lol. Bloody my phone slider stucked, now using my sister one... same model different colour. lolz

End of Holidays

2009-03-22T10:37:00.000+08:00

Wa so fast end of holidays liao...
Damn sian this week.

Had the Robofest on Tues and Weds. A little disappointed though, because we could score full marks for both missions if not for bloody programming values and mac os X or NXT G-Code program (choose one). Made some frens there... some from bukit panjang, RI, Pei Hwa sec sch. Lol not fair sia... we could pwn the Hwa Chong people like shit but lady luck not on our side so we damn pissed off. Nevermind la, still got next year. P.s. then there was quarreling between LJK, XH, BJ, Fuk Xiao and ME. Especially LJK become so... guai lan (no offence), maybe is because of the pressure of competition. Then BJ keep want add stuff to the robot, then LJK and me dont want so i said: "403: Forbidden" to him. Lolz. Before that have to build the robot (duh!) then LJK was quarreling with BJ on what design... then after 1.5hr we reverted to BJ original idea.LOLZ

Picture of our robot.(courtesy of xh)

Thursday was time to chiong homework but did not have the mood to so i slept extra long in the afternoon and only managed to finish maths.

Friday XH and Aldon came my house for Project Work. Wa they make my floor damn wet man. Nevermind la i clean up. Before i sneaked into the admin block in school in outside clothes and quickly "kop" all the order forms then meet XH outside school. Then we took taxi at the main road then XH was Ubi Road in a wrong way, then the taxi driver and me educated her on how to pronounce properly. LOLZ. When we reached the industrial estate, I found out XH has never been or rarely been to a industrial estate, partly because she asked me if I am sure that this is the place because she thought that people lived in the 2nd, 3rd and 4th floors of the huge blocks in the industrial estate. Then i told her this: "Who will want to live here." Then we made some huge decisions in the shop. Wa lao then not enough money so the boss so good fetch us to the nearest ATM (luckily got bank) only to find out that XH has that daily limit, so have to go into the bank to take the money. Then take the 货 then took a bus to Paya Lebar MRT, only to get lost along the way. ZZZ then we went to a bus stop near Bradley Sec Sch to take a bus to Paya Lebar. Then got this few guai lan guys from Bradley come to the bus stop. Then he at first took a quick look at XH then he saw i sitting beside her then get the wrong idea. (fucker). Then in the bus his guai lan friend and him keep look to the right and see me then look to the left and see xh. Then i can overhear them saying: "Eh that one the girl boyfriend ah?" then i was like inside pissed off. Then i told meself to ignore them cuz i only love "ahem" and no one else. We cannot blame bloody people for doing bloody things.

Wa wrote so much... Now looking forward to school. Must chiong jian bao now.

15/3/09

2009-03-15T10:05:00.000+08:00

Hmm end of the week liao... Now so happy. Holidays comin and i just picked a key lock!!! Using improvised tools. OMG man!!!

Last week of school a lot of thing happen.

XH became horny in bio lesson (shocking) which reflects on the 95% wen rou, 5% porno. Hmm... maybe that 5% just activated???

Then got this guy who came to relief Mr. Tan class... HE LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE QUN TIAN. Then XH was damn shocked... even aldon also thing he looks like Qun Tian. Almost thought that he was his brother.

During chinese lesson, WF teach us how to do the gong han. Damn funny man... got the pai ma pi hua and the qing kan attachment. How i wish exam can just draw one poster and just write on the gao zhi " Qing Kan Attachment"

Hmm... I now considering whether to make a post on how to hack Prospect Lock a.k.a CCHMS locker the lock. Wait... It should not be even called a locker cuz if i can hack it... It is just pratically useless liao, hence it should be called a cupboard.

ZZZ... Now my mother talking sarcastically to me... Trying to keep cool... Damn angry now. Just wondering why other people mother so good to their children my mother is like that one. She always love to keep the computer... Take everything away from me. Then say what i never respect her... Bloody one. She dont respect me why should i respect her??? Then always side my sister... She can get whatever she wants, she want to get thing from me can just ask my father or mother, then they will force me to give her. I want thing ah... can forget about it liao. Zzz dunno how long i can tahan this kind of treatment.

Now trying to be happy again... Hmm... Looking forward to the competition on Tues and Wed... Must be champs again. Must use the lucky team name: SIASOB. I remember last year NJRC... The dunno who go anyhow put some kind of fucked up team name for my team then we lose like shit. Bloody hell. This year must MAKE SURE its SIASOB.

10/3/09

2009-03-10T18:53:00.000+08:00

Wa today got back common test papers... Felt okok la but the WangLaoShi going through the close passage i damn worried man...he slowly manman say the answer out my heart beat faster like gonna tio cardiac arrest.
Today morning wasnt a good one... for Ms Lai. Today she come in straight away first thing is scold and scold and scold. Can understand la. She said she got bad temper. At first i did not believe but after today finally realised how scary she is when she is angry. XD
Hmm... at least my Chinese got improve... Finally!!! Wa must study hard for MYE liao. My goal for this year is to get to a triple science class (Not like i have a chioce - I can only excel in science) So must work hard to reach it
Cant wait for June... Can finally see turntables in the DJ course Jia Kang and Me are going (part of competition). Can finally try out DJ "skills" on real turntables and not on comp... "Chop, Screw, Drum and Scratch"

People today

2009-03-08T18:16:00.000+08:00

Wa today i was at Tampines MRT drop off point waiting for my condo shuttle bus to come. I saw the free shuttle bus that goes to Giant, Ikea and Courts leave... Suddenly got this woman and her son, who was eating an ice cream, rush towards the bus, which was already on the 2nd lane of the road. The bus uncle stop for them, but when he saw the ice cream, he use hand signals to tell the woman that the ice cream cannot be brought up the bus. Then the woman said, "不可以带上去啊？", then she did the most stupid and inconsiderate thing ever. She took the ice cream from her son and threw it onto the pavement, WHICH WAS ONE LANE AWAY!!!" Then got one car there, the driver was so shocked as the ice cream almost hit his car, and you know what? The woman acted like nothing happened like as if it was a norm to do that in Singapore.
This made me think... What is happening to Singaporeans today... I hope this doesnt get to the extend that the Government needs to deploy special people at different places whose sole job is to catch these kind inconsiderate people

Bloody Imeem

2009-03-08T12:59:00.000+08:00

A... can someone tell me how to embed a FULL song on my blog??? Bloody imeem only play 30 sec. Please Help Thx. The song is very nice sia but only play part of it damn fucked up la

First Post... New Blog

2009-03-08T12:54:00.000+08:00

Lolz I deleted my old blog. lolololol. BTW this blog the theme is based on my favourite song: Breaking The Habit. So happen got this blog skin at blogskin.com. O.o Hmm... can leave ur blog add at my cbox so i can add cuz i lost all the links!!! thxthxthx